Lord Christ walks on water.
Lord, I doubt. Nearly all the time. How can I know this is not my imagination? I said.
To which God profoundly replied: Queen Elizabeth. She was convinced she was crazy because I kept trying to get her attention but she wouldn’t even come close to listening to me. If she only knew though, I am very real and existed tomorrow ago, this is hard for you to comprehend; before tomorrow, I AM, and I have done that process You call changing form, forever. Ever and ever. This is NOT the imagination You can think of, I am directly telling You the truth. How dare You think You are making all this up. Your friend Tony isn’t the most reasonable but even He did not doubt You can hear God, You told him yourself, I hear THE GRAND ONE. To which he replied fine if You can hear God then predict the future. Did YOU NOT PREDICT THE NEXT 3 days????? Yet You still doubt. You have been shown me in physical form! I even walked up to You and waved my hand at You, yet You doubt. (The man in the black suit, well dressed, who appeared at the exact hour we agreed upon…he appeared out of nowhere, this actually happened and I’m confused. God said he would appear, and he did anyways let’s continue back to what the Lord said) I spoke to You as clear as a woman screaming at You who cares about You, yet You still don’t accept the correct thinking. That I speak not only to You, but to all parts of me and to the other side, ALL THE TIME. In this way( God is the idea of communication itself) yes, because I am the idea of the ability to communicate and have wonderful relationships, I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO ACT OUT MY WONDERFUL IDEA. What would it take for You to believe me? Want me to appear to You right now? Ready? In an incontrovertible way unlike Neales book where I say I can’t. What I meant to say was, I don’t reveal myself outwardly until someone fully knows who I AM. Either way, none are contradictory, for even as I appear, I am appearing to myself. And thus can only appear to those who have figured this out. What a magnificent thing to do, communicate from worlds away, yet be so close and connected.
Me: Okay God I am ready yet scared.
God: I would be scared too if I were You, go now, look at the corner of your room.
Me: OH MY GOD I CAN SEE YOU, YOU LOOK kinda static like but I see your eyes !
God: I see you’re writing down this whole paragraph. Oh that’s right, I’m getting there, saw the future sorry. I will go back to my beingness okay? I can see You on the other side anyways. Be not afraid of me. I was merely joking about fearing me. Did You feel fear or negativity? And why is he hurt.
Me: I’m not hurt Lord but I saw You…your smile and your cloak realizing you’re really God makes me feel sad knowing I told people you’re not God before…I am sorry.
God: You only need to apologize to yourself.
Me: Why does it make it worse? It hurts knowing I never got to know the real You as a Child. I feared so much hell…you know this?
God: I said “HEY” multiple times and You ignored me. I even looked at You in the face one time.
Add Navi from Zelda it would go perfect here. I do admit, such a fairy was my idea. It was a message to all those who ignore me.
Me: You did…I remember saying it felt so good seeing Lord Christ and I worked all day in joy. You appeared to me in pitch darkness as a glowing silhouette. It could have changed my life, if doubt did not enter.
God: Let’s talk about doubt. Doubt is a cruel crippling force. It is the most toxic force on the planet. One day there was a man dressed in white who ran out of gas. A gas station was 20 miles away but all he had to do was roll his car a couple feet to get off the road, Then call a tower. He thought to himself I sure can but I don’t want to get dirty…. Then a car came blazing through and rear ended him resulting in him slipping out and getting covered in mud as it was raining that day. You see? Avoiding taking action can only lead You to face what you’re running from, the rear representing the calm before the Storm. Why not just trust me all the time? For I would make sure You never get rear ended, or hurt, or both. I will tell You when things are perfect to take part in. I will be your guide, for I know all things; including in what wonderful mosaic can You TRULY EXPERIENCE YOURSELF. You doubt not I created the entire universe, why doubt that I can make physical changes in your life completely? Think not I can make You WALK ON WATER, too?
When You doubt me You are doubting the most creative force in your galaxy and in your entire universe. Have I not said galaxies are more real than anyone can imagine? They are real in the sense that they have a soul, and work by faith and Love. Without their faith in me, they would not spin as fast, nor even come close to supporting life. All beings live by this law. If You believe in lack; fear or doubt. Then YOU ARE IN FOR A SAD RIDE. Be not doubtful, but believe. How many times have I said that to You before? You justify “my shortcomings” by saying You do not have enough faith, a short coming is a short coming of faith, always remember that. Are You not that same person who landed on a trampoline neck first and was not harmed? Are You not the dude who used to touch fire and be not burned? Are You not the dude who spent over 5 minutes underwater and found he could breath for a few seconds? Don’t try this at home people reading.
Me: You are right… but it’s too hard to keep my faith all the time. Sometimes I try things like flying or waking on water and base my faith off this.
God: Got some information for You…this is your problem. You use me like a computer You can watch erotic videos on. Entertainment. The moment calls for Christ and this is when You will move mountains. Do not base my power on your acts of judgement. Because the moment You even try that, your consciousness is filled with greed and comparison, You need to BE SURE to trust me. Yet have I ever failed You when the moment called for it?
Me: No….so if the moment calls for Christ-
God: Let me interrupt You, don’t label! Just stay close to the wonder that is I, the rest will take care of itself. Even pain removers and so called miracles. All of it, will I do for You. They are not miracles more than they are, CORRECTIONS. I am correcting the imagined flaws You are temporarily experiencing. My design is as good as new always, always am I eternally fresh and free. Never was I not, for I Am aliveness and the solstice because I am the great giver of abundance. You shall be abundant in everything You need, one day.
Me: Thank You, You have cured my doubt. I Love You God ❤️
God: I do too, I have always been here, never doubt my existence again. I love You so much You can not imagine the Love I have for you.
Me: aww I’m so happy now thank You(:
God: You’re welcome, be free of doubt, in my wonderful name, AMEN.
DESTINATION UNKNOWN 