I was speaking with the Lord and I found something out, something sad and an error we all need to correct.
Me: I guess it’s a problem huh, I guess it’s “Out there” how You put it.
God: You think I am a good God yet say I burn You in hell. I have even seen bumper stickers on cars: “Gods Love Judges” like wait a minute, did I say that or ever demonstrate that? We need an update, not guilty for what they tell You i’ve done by the way. I was always innocent, always will be too. You are MYSELF. That means You never did anything wrong either, not for absolute reasons…You never would do something that doesn’t protect your little joy, even HATING ME….
Me: I am so sorry, I guess we do, do that don’t we? We do bad things in the name of not getting hurt, but in return we hurt ourselves more it’s so disgusting..woah You are giving me these words.
God: close the door it’s starting to freeze up all around in this RV.
Me: Fair, I’ll cerrarle
God: That’s better, now I can feel my ass cheeks.
Me: Okay look God I get it okay, you like talking like a youngster and you’re hilarious but I am just afraid for you…what if they think it’s all some big joke. .
God: Let’s test that. Shall we?
God: We can become the…thunder brothers together!
Me: oh my
God: You provide the thunder i’ll provide the brotherly love.
Me: Okay that was good HAHAHAHA
God: You’re loosening up I like that.
God: Now let’s get back to business.
Me: HAHA did I just see Kim Possible pop up as God saying those words.
God: I gave it to you, lovely image isn’t it? I could’ve made it darker takes up too much room but oh well.
Me: You mean to tell me God doesn’t cry and get angry forever about little mistakes?
God: It’s gonna take a long time to make me upset I’ll tell you that, trust me, i’ve had people try that forever, still, here I am, untouched, Un wavered. Get it? WAVES crash and try to bring you down. This is a wave of humanity, bringing me down, flood…
God: Yet I am unworried for I have allowed it to be, still I love You all because deep down You know it, you are good, you are love, you simply put on a shell on the earth because everyone has a hidden personality, except say a few of You. That few is coming up, 4 percent of You truly know me as God, the others claim of me things I have said but were put in a context that’s incorrect, or they tell merely lies about me. Humans can lie, imagine this? Yet I tell you this, nothing in the gospels is untrue.
Me: You mean the gospels are right?
God: Correct. But it depends upon what You mean is correct…unas partes, some parts are true in a certain context and in that peaceful context alone…get it? I was always peaceful, not once did I bring up hell any more than to mention the pocket of fire that guilt brings upon. For sin is not something You needed to know. You knew it. You knew what is not truth, there’s no temptation without the ability to do “wrong” or use the “wrong” ammunition, and in doing so your Soul tells You “Hey this is me but it’s not the highest Me, quit it” it is quite possible to “fight” for the wrong side…
Me: You mean satan…
God: Satan doesn’t exist in a certain context…yet does in another sense.
Me: You mean actions not sponsered by love are satan which is simply a way of saying the collective aura of humanity.
God: And the ability to do incorrect or even disgusting things. Of course the context of disgusting can vary depending upon what You as a human race claim you want to do, I merely let You, this is your playground in which You get to become God. You get to become me. Outlive the ideas you previously had, grow out of your previous shell. Or whatever your soul desires, you create yourself, YOU ARE YOUR HEALTH. YOU ALWAYS ARE YOU OWN PERSONAL BEING AND FUTURE?
Me: Why did you say that like a question mark,
God: Because I knew You would judge it and question the entire “future” thing, You just did. I told You this is an exercise alone, for You to know that the future is up to You…
Me: Thank You I’m sorry I questioned it.
God: I promise You I am not mad or happy. I’m neutral, hmph.
Me: uh
God: I’m kidding, I would never do that to you, come here, I told You I kid a lot, it’s because I am. With time You shall understand. You humans claim You know yet doubt even when I am joking.
God: You have some serious trust issues, the largest, you feel betrayed, even by peaceful me, imagine angry me?
Me: WHAA
God: In a certain context, I am angry at You and with You. You test me often, don’t you?
God: By anger I mean no thank You, your only apparatus you have to ” test me” is your doubt isn’t it? Why would I be ” happy” with doubt? Why would I choose…doubt for You. It is not ME, not pure me, but I created it and the rest for you to be able to experience security…and faith.
Me: I see it now, it’s so beautiful. You’re not angry but You see it as something you deeply are not… and thus so wish to experience mastery and so would prefer nobody have doubt in you.
God: You bribed me earlier…
Me: I did.
God: For something you feel guilty for in the past hey God if I just do a post for you maybe you can clean me of the guilt of getting so angry at your brother…
Me: Yeah….
God: He didn’t punch you back.
God: I just said hi to him he’s working out in front of me, he’s my ally, always will be. I am with him all the time, he is a strong “monster” as You guys called him, but he was an angel. A perfect loving Soul with the purest heart…
Me: He was…………
God: You’re holding on by a thread, tears are there, entonces perdonate (Then forgive yourself)
Me: I can’t He did not deserve that.
God: Fair, If I cannot comfort You by telling You rest your soul for he knows You meant not to do that, it was a mistake remember ? We talked about mistakes humans make out of anger and ALWAYS regret their actions…if I can’t cheer you up then fine, but you know now he wants You to forgive yourself.
Me: I can forgive myself for it?
God: Do so now, You can forgive o buddy-O, you can talk to him.
Me: I just heard him say my nickname and I saw him smiling.
God: In a certain context he is alive here as alive as You are.
Me: I love that context…
God: Judge me not, don’t correct me…he is an atom away…
Me: (crying deeply now) HE is ME! oh so beautiful he is I don’t deserve it.
God and his voice: You do. Your reaction is adorable oh human-0
Me: Now I think I get it. I didn’t lose him he is me, he’s always with me I am fascinated realizing that he was me all along and I was him. He has his own individual “view point” but we’re brothers forever, you’re giving me these words aren’t You.
God: Guilty.
Me: I can love him because he is with me right now, we are fully connected and always will be forever, I’ve missed him so much, now I hear him, he is here. I love him.
God: He Loves You too, he is staring at you right now, you see him?
Me: I do………….it’s kinda hard to look at him. Why?
God: You’ve been missing him for a very long time.
Me: You’re right …it hurt so much I thought he was far.
God: He’s holding you right now
Me: I can feel him hug me, I’m glad he’s back I can heal now(: he knows I’ve missed him, he knows how much I love him, because he never left, I have the honor of being him. And can call him whenever I wish.
God: You’re right. I’m glad You see it now, pun intended. You’re right about everything.
remember when I said read mathew 4?
Me: Yes
God: What did you notice?
Me: My eyes felt drawn to this verse “Jesus said unto him, It is written again, Thou shalt not tempt the Lord thy God.“
God: Exactamente.
God: You must face the guilt directly.
God: You doubted these words in the gospels…because You don’t even believe I said them…igual como tu hermana, tu mama, tu papa. (same as your sister, your mom, your dad)
Me: We do do that don’t we…I don’t believe you said them, you’re Jesus, did you really say that?
God: I did, it is true, I would be a liar if I said I did not.
Me: This is an error we need to correct…don’t we….
God: I would. For how can You trust me if You cannot even trust the words I said?
God: Your doubt is impeccable.
Me: I trust you.
God: I do too. Have faith, always have faith. And I shall respond, with a perfect answer you’ll love. Amen I love You all, sweetdreams and sleep well.
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