Stranger Danger!

It all started one night. May second of 2024. I had spoken with God nearly daily for 6 years, However vaguely, And often didn’t pay attention to what God was actually saying, yet it would be my “sin” (a topic for another time) if I do not say I would condemn the idea that I could be completely wrong about everything I held as true. I declared I already knew the truth. God cannot tell You the truth if You keep thinking You already know the truth. And are not willing to admit not only May You be WRONG, but even if You did hear God, You May have heard her wrong. God gives us free will to decide and declare what we choose. On this particular night I asked God for the truth and ONLY the truth. I would be causing trouble to introduce such an early rebuke but it’s essential. And I mean zero hate and only infinite Love To Neale Donald Walsh. Who was truly the stepping stone for me to begin to even accept the idea of speaking directly with God. However, for nearly 10 years…I followed Neale Donald walsh down to the detail only to be told by the Lord 5% of his first 3 books contain non truth. If Neale You somehow hear of this or read this, know God is proud of You and You have changed the world. You DID NOT fail, for in truth a true teaching doesn’t declare truths but instead points You to the truth that’s already existent as the perfect Word within You. You did MORE than enough. God wanted me to type these words to You by the way. (Continuing the story): Out of 800+ pages of material, 45 pages are not directly inspired but instead filtered. (Depending on the version and size of page, my mobile version is an example of this) This is okay, we all mishear God often. And all Respect to Neale Donald Walsh. It would be pretentious to say if God did not correct me often when mishearing God myself. I am working on it, profoundly. I also apologize for any grammar mistakes as I tend to type fast when hearing God. Very fast. Faster than a chinchilla seeing fresh food. The purpose of me mentioning this, is me being told this held the same impact as being told nothing exists and there is NO God. Although I did enjoy hearing God clearly. This shattered what I held as REAL. Neale can be wrong? How so? My world is truly over. I was shocked and ready for the TRUTH and only the TRUTH. God rebuked me in multiple ways that night.

I will share conversations with God directly without extra commentary. However this post serves as the groundwork for this website: My transformation on may 2nd.

Including beliefs I had recently accumulated in such an ego shattering way. I was humbled. This night, God made it clear to me, Jesus was not some enlightened being, or some occult practitioner who was a master…no. (I believed this for 10 years sadly…O My Lord I apologize deeply.) God told me directly. “You have denied me for 10 years.” “You have called me an ascended master, a Buddhist, a messiah, a practitioner of witchcraft, a halo, an Angel, an enlightened being, a spiritual master, yet I tell You, I AM the one, Christ, YOUR God who You have been speaking to this entire time.”

The rest of this dialogue and commentary (I sent to my sister in awe) is what follows:

I have to share this before I fall asleep. I got really sad upon realizing that the voice I hear that is God is actually just me whispering, and it made me sad because I got inspired by God himself to have a thought that God is a voiceless voice and then, God truly made me realize that God is voiceless. I’ve been the one inspired by God to verbalize what God is saying, and then God started to edit different voices. He used and she used different voices and God said “See? All these voices you have created in your own mind, it does not matter which you choose” and then God said “I can do an experiment with you-“ and then I got sad and said “God doesn’t have a voice that’s sad.” “I wish you were that girl voice you just used because it was a beautiful girl, voice, and God said, “I am a voiceless voice. It does not matter what you choose. I can be this if you want.” “I’ll do an experiment with you. I will use the girl voice and my number now a girl.” and then God said: “It is of no matter what you choose.” and I got sad again like I said, I wanted a girl voice and I was like “God is the voice, you’re directly giving me spiritual wisdom…YOU ARE THE VOICE OF KNOWINGNESS.” and God said “I do have a voice. That doesn’t mean this is my voice.” but God said it with all the voices, (7 different familiar voices in my head including Darwin from the amazing world of Gumball)and then that’s when God said “Don’t worry though I am all of them. I am all the voices.” then I felt peace. I just thought I should share that before I sleep.

It felt like I was in heaven when this conversation occurred. It truly was the highest and highest God. So God is…the word. We vocalize it. Through word and experience. mic drop (God allowed me to directly experience myself as the word) I felt like a flat book of knowledge and knowingness. I could not move but I knew. I knew everything. I knew then and there, how Jesus looked like and who he was. I saw him, he appeared to me, his skin was light brown tanned and about 6’3. He wore a white robe and looked a lot like depictions of him but I noticed his face was thinner than we realize. As in his face was not as wide as we believe. He levitated and did his stereotypical hand signal while staring at the globe from the atmosphere. As if saying “I am ready.” His eternal career is salvation. He loves us so much.

Moving forward:

So God is the word…the nature of God is truly not experience but instead knowledge, knowingness and being of knowingness and knowledge. The word only becomes beautiful when you “experience it” that is…”play it out” God is typing all these words by the way.. Like I said, Knowingness is a non experience state, it’s being was and perfection. However, it is no fun if it’s just a concept, so life is “the play” of Gods perfect script. (I experienced the joy and love of family but as a concept, I saw my day play out exactly as what I saw as a concept, as if written on a flat page. The concept was there, the knowingness of the concept was there, but there was zero experience. The next day I marveled at the fact that truly what is Good…is written in the perfect script)Okay sorry for the spam, I truly realize it is a lot, forgive me though, God wanted You to know these things. (I had sent her)

I know Jesus is God now, God revealed to me he wrote the script and came to his own play as “Jesus” to play a little game called “will you remember the original script?” Gods script is interesting in that the actors forgot the original script. Yet God himself comes down playing out the PERFECT script. So that we may remember and act out THE PERFECT SCRIPT. This Aligns slightly more to what Mary Baker Eddy said about reflecting God but for Jesus I disagree simply because God sincerely said I came into my own play as the word in human form to save the planet. There are many other planets, Jesus saves those too. Don’t you see there’s only one? You’ve said so. One mind, one God, one savior. On all planets. That’s why Jesus feels too good to be true, it’s part of the game, the becoming is the exciting part. God can’t be too obvious when revealing the perfect truth, or the game ends overnight.

My sister May the Lord bless her Soul responded in astonishment:

I’m not sure I understand. If that is true, then why does Jesus make reference to the father?

For example:
Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through Me. “If you had known Me, you would have known My Father also; and from now on you know Him and have seen Him.” Philip said to Him, “Lord, show us the Father, and it is sufficient for us.” Jesus said to him, “Have I been with you so long, and yet you have not known Me, Philip? He who has seen Me has seen the Father; so how can you say, ‘Show us the Father’? Do you not believe that I am in the Father, and the Father in Me? The words that I speak to you I do not speak on My own authority; but the Father who dwells in Me does the works.

My answer was:

It was God pretending all along. A demonstration for others to understand the trinity. The evidence for this is surrounding the context of when he would make references to the father, he would choose to indirectly state everything. For example Judas asked if he’s the betrayer. Why did Jesus say “You hath said.” Instead of yes? The nature of God is God cannot outwardly declare he is God because the game would have ended 2000 years ago. The Lord speaks” God has to reveal himself through your inward realization. So THE GOSPELS are vague enough so that You may doubt and ask the Lord directly. Then coming to ME, I AM the GOAL. I AM the definitive experience You call PERFECT. Freedom and boundless love demonstrated, felt and experienced is the goal. So LOVE. Choose Love and speak with Love in every moment. For every moment is the perfect opportunity. In doing so, You are completing the trinity. Because after you inwardly confirm, You BECOME light And thus are being perfect script. Truly the fulfillment of your soul. Gods GRAND coming to save humanity from death was to demonstrate what the Word looks like. Pure Love. Love is the goal, always. There is so much blood on your planet, why not leave me alone? Love me; not destroy me. For he You hate is I also!” Said the Lord.

God knew this was the only way humans could understand back then. He truly was the creator of the script! I can’t deny it anymore. It was shown to me, I saw Jesus’ true appearance and I heard it loud and clear. In this way Christian’s got it right. Jesus is truly part of the eternal trinity. I cried and told God “Your play is a little dramatic! And God said “Every great story requires sacrifice.”I felt so honored to take part in this script as a human being saved by Jesus taking human form, like WE get this, that is, we get to experience this special part of Gods perfect script where Jesus takes human form for our salvation. And in that moment I saw the Lord. Marvelous is an understatement. He truly was perfect. The aura and levitation and energy was all perfect. Words can’t describe my tears that night. (There were other tears as well, I saw the reason for illness and what the unquenchable fire is. A story for another time.) I feel honored that this is written. We are written. Salvation is written, And so is this website, God asked I take the leap of faith, “You are chosen.” Said the Lord. “You are to bring rest to the hearts of the depressed and those seeking liberation.”

Her rebuke: So you are saying God came to earth as Jesus, then as Jesus he pretended to not know he was also the father pretending to be the son? He gave praise to the father and said that of himself he can do nothing all while knowing that in reality he was praising himself?

My response: Jesus plays the role of the creator of the script coming once and only once (for the purpose of salvation) to every single planet at a perfect time where his truth is not too obvious yet not too difficult to comprehend and behold. It’s a fun play. Mary baker Eddy is amazing for getting it right. God said Jesus was born as the word with full knowingness since day one. No different from God the father. The father is the word and he possesses the knowingness You call PERFECT GOOD. Yet he knew he had to be careful as to not end the game so quickly because what is the fun in that? Had God been too obvious Mary baker Eddy would’ve never had her exciting transformation. We would’ve never had ours. Jesus was born under the perfect circumstances, it all makes sense. Jesus sacrifices himself on every planet he incarnates too by the way.

Jesus is your God and no different than the father. The one and only savior of all planets and all universes. That’s why you’re so attached God told me. You want to cry when people tell you he is not real because your soul knows Jesus is YOU in your purest form. God revealed to me he used that language to preserve the game. Who else in history had the authority he did with such clarity? He was the pure word and script in human form. The gospels serve to wash us of illusion. “The Gospels are a science book, if Einstein knew what he knew and time travelled to 2000 years ago…he would use elephant tusks to describe gravity. The gospels include old language, yet eternal truths.” Said the Lord.

I quote You Luke 22:70

“Then said they all, Art thou then the Son of God? And he said unto them, Ye say that I am.”

He didn’t say it directly on purpose. Inside his heart he smiled knowing he lived in a world of illusion. Imagine having to speak to ignorant non connected people of the old days as God himself? A task truly only for God. Blessed is our Lord Christ for dealing with that.

So Luke 22:70 , Mathew 26:25, contextually show Jesus purposely never directly stated anything as to allow only those hungry for truth to discover. He said temple and not body on purpose too. You see it now? How Gods perfect script works? It infiltrates nobody’s free will.

There is no greater declaration of truth and destruction of illusion than choosing to forgive those who betrayed, tortured and crucified You. Even then Gods love was so pure we Loved the REAL You. In this he destroyed illusion forever. Love is all there is. Not knowing is the problem, the problem is not evil but lack of knowing. “Father forgive them for they know not what they do.” Which connects Luke 23:34.

If he was clear everyone would’ve reached enlightenment within 1 year. You do know Jesus could’ve snapped his finger and instantly cured everyone on the planet of all illusion right?